The 90 Day Challenge: Day 59: What If?

What if?

As I have moved through the past 59 days of this project, I am struck with the opportunity and question: What if?

What if this is my chance to really breakthrough in my life and creates the dreams I have been longing for? What if this is it for me?

I have done a huge amount of work over the years in self-help seminars, and learned a great deal about myself and people in general. Yet, all of that information really hasn't motivated me to pull my life to a higher level. What if, instead of sitting in a seminar, that the only way to really experience those valuable lessons from the past is to apply all of that knowledge in a supremely personal way; to sit with myself and my experiences and pull from the abundance of my soul what I say I want my life to be. What if the execution and application of the designed strategies in this challenge are the last, and most profound, step needed in order to experience fulfillment of all my life's yearnings and accomplishments? And if so, what exactly is at stake here?

I must admit that I have had an amazing life. It has by no means been ordinary, and I have had exciting, life enhancing experiences that I will always cherish. Yet, I have had the feeling that there could be something more, a daily experience of living so profound, so satisfying, that it calls me forth every day. That is what this is all about for me. Achieving the ability to live a life that is
deeply satisfying, a life that will enable me to share the lessons learned and happiness I have experienced with others, and to live with love, prosperity and serenity. It is clear that for me that will come in a spiritual way, and I have already delved deeply into the ocean of knowing who I am in that respect.

As I have approached and worked through the stages of this challenge, I am thankful that I have had the life experiences that have given me strength to move through this journey. That I have reached this point in my life is not a coincidence. There are no accidents. Those of you that have found your way to these pages in many ways are on a similar challenge and journey, and I salute you for you valiant efforts. Someday I hope to hear about your valuable ocean of experiences. Ashford and Simpson once sang "I need your light with mine", and in this moment, no truer words have been spoken. We sometimes forget, or neglect to remember, that we are all in this together. Life is about relationships, communication and love. Your participation here, at this moment, has been created through divine guidance and I welcome the lessons and experiences that each of you are willing to share. We each hold a very valuable key to each others success; let us share our deepest heartfelt experiences so that this truly becomes the year that we break through and manifest the magnificence that our lives are meant to be.

I have everyday been confronted with the challenge that this process has presented - to be conscientious at each step of the program. Each direction along this journey creates a foundation for the next idea, and a pyramid of knowledge and understanding is built as I move towards my goals. My request of myself has been to stay on course, even in the worst moments, as the goal, the “prize” is always in my sights.

This challenge, for me, has been about designing the abilities to live my life as it was intended to be – brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous!

I Am.

Kristian

Still On Course

90 days. Not a very long time. Just enough time to completely redesign your life.

Over the last 42 days, I have been through a great deal. A stalker. A seriously mental one. I took action and obtained a temporary restraining order. Went to Superior Court with an attorney vs. the stalker. Obtained a restraining order that protects me for the next 3 years. Long enough to have the stalker fade out of my life forever.

I have also gained the ability to make friends again. People that make me laugh, and people that make me think. And, I’m getting myself into awesome physical shape. And my six pack in not far from being reality again. I’ll be ready for the camera again in another month and a half.

I’m gaining personal confidence and am ready for beautiful music making and an audience by February. No joke. This time it’s really serious.

I have successfully negotiated the minefield that is my financial picture, and can clearly see the light at the end of the tunnel. And am designing a program of wealth that should carry me through for the rest of my life. I've discovered that wealth is not about money, but about happiness.

Ninety days is not a lifetime, but it can sure be the start of a great second wind. I’m regaining harmony in all aspects of my life….right on target.

Now, what’s next?